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Vyāsa-pūjā 2017

Bhakta Han Fang ( - China)

My dear Gurudeva,
Please accept my humble obeisances! 
All Glories to Śrī Śrī Gaura Nitāi! 
All glories to Śrīla Prabhupāda! 

All glories to Your Grace! 

Please allow me express my love to you in this very special day. I had been your sheltered disciples for many years, but I do is really too little especially after giving birth to a childbirth is worse to the point, I always make an excuse which I must take care of the children and not associate with devotees. As my son grows up day by day, I thought I had brought him to this world. I already learned about the knowledge of soul, so I should not let him waste his life, I should perform my duty as a mother and as a qualified disciple. I should not let my son waste every day when I accompany him to his growing up. With the supervision of the devotees and my son. I began my spiritual life.I study scrip¬tures, do much service and associate with devo¬tees. At the beginning of my spiritual life.I didn’t work very hard sometimes my mind was running around (I did not chanting, not offer food but no desire of tongue). After I took my son to attend association several times, he would remind my practice. I know this reminder is from guru, Kåñëa and supersoul. Use my son this tool to remind me. Every day when I give him food. He always ask: “prasäda?” In the beginning, I’ve been looking for excuses for my laziness a few times and later when I was cooking. he will come to help me preparing the offer dishes, my house is not large.we have not altar, all worship things were put in different cabinets. I sometimes feel too much troublesome I didn’t offer the food. It was he who made me get used to offer food. Thank for the kindness of Gurudeva and Kåñëa, you still remember me this fallen soul. Sent a devotee who is so strict to supervise me. 

In this auspicious day I pray you can give me mercy when I encountered some problems in life (my husband is not a devotee, he has not desire to become a devotee. He eating meat, drinking and smoking, but now I am not able to guide him to become a devotee). Gurudeva, please give me guidance when I am in difficulty, please give me the confidence so I can firmly go straight on the road of spiritual, and ultimately achieve perfection. 

I am working towards the goal of this year’s initiation, and I hope you will give me mercy, let me realize my desire to initiate. I’ll go with my son, and I hope you can give him a spiritual name. Thank you for the mercy of Gurudeva.

Wishing you the best of health. 

Your sheltered disciples, 
Bhakta Han Fang, 
Beijing